5/19/2014

The Law Of Bitterness : It makes you appreciate the sweet ones

Theme song for this month is...James Blunt's Bonfire Heart and Pompeii's Bastille. Sedikit menye memang, and well I don't have any defense to say I'm not feeling menye at all, because i do, a little tiny bit. Yang paling rese dari rasa sedih adalah, terkadang kamu sendiri nggak tahu sebabnya kenapa.

Bagi saya, perputaran bumi untuk bulan ini sedikit melambat, nyaris semua hal rasanya stagnan, begitu-begitu saja, nggak ada perubahan berarti. Damn, I do need some fireworks and 'boom' sounds to kinda color up this creepy gray life. Abu-abu itu memang menenangkan, tapi lama kelamaan malah menghanyutkan.

Dan semua yang saya lakukan sekarang berasa useless & nonsense, like, what for? Why should I do this, and not that, and not to say this, and tolerate that. Waaks I'm surely lost. 
Guess I just let it happen a little too often, and a bit too hard.


YAF! on 11 May 2014, some days ago. Bangga luarbiasa event ini bisa berlangsung juga, yang membuatnya berharga adalah usaha-usaha yang kami semua korbankan agar terselenggaranya acara ini. #YAF2014 #SIGMATeladanYK

Maybe the only thing that I dont and never get tired of is Coldplay's Yellow haha.

Jadi akhirnya, kudu tanya dimana moodbooster berada atau mem-booster mood sendiri nih?

Eh, dan sebelum tanda titik terakhir, saya teringat bahwa orang-orang percaya, bersyukur itu bisa bikin bahagia. So here we go, I just wanna say I'm super grateful with my school, my mindset, my thoughts, my insecurities, all of my loved ones, my life right now, my family, my friends, every God's blessings, it's amazing to be alive, to see greatness, to taste joy and bitterness that follows, to touch the lines of the nature, and to love. Every single lovable things. Eh, and last, to be one of someone's lovable things.

So it's about hot chocolate, rainy days, blueberry jam and...

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